Saturday 2 January 2016

It's but obvious to have a new year resolution.. Every one makes that..some with proactive participation.. Some silently.. I think m the second one..for this year at least :P because this time my resolution is not to be fit or go gyming or be yourself..

It's all about FIGHTING YOURSELF
I know its gonna be tough..How can you change yourself all of a sudden..how can u stop using ur heart to think..

Exactly..I always use my heart to think..my mind is always at rest..always unused..other than few office codes it knows nothing.. Not even me..I am the type of person who makes so many unnoticed sacrifices for people and in liue gets disgust from the very same person..

Everything u luv turns into things taking u for granted..be it a person, situation or even a thing..my friend told that if people take me for granted why shall I change myself.. It's their fault that they are not knowing my worth..I stuck to that thought for many months and continued..but this time it's time to say no..

I won't let others be the beneficiaries of my love, affection and kindness and leave me in disgust, disrespect.. It's a fine deal isn't it?? You give a little importance and respect and get me back to ur respective lives..else fuck off..I don't give a damn..
I know like all resolutions its also gonna fail soon..but I wrote it for my sake just that if I forget my resolution I can re-read it..I really hope this time it works..I really hope there is no such person who walks away from life..

I hope that in the fight of me with myself..I win..but on my own terms and conditions..
Gud nyt..